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*yawn* lil missy is bored right here :) well,actually im waiting for my boyfie to text me....he's out with his friends..ive got nothing to do so ive decided to write something in my blog ^^ ummmmmm~~~ what take him so long? im waiting since 10 until now --" urghhhh! but im still waiting patiently....i love him more than i love my self :) awww i cant believe i just said that?? bhahahahaha guess it is :D so im hoping yr the best b :) i love you..... good night peepss

: monday
: 12.54 a.m

(-_-)zzz sweet dream :):):)
p/s: im bored so im taking those silly pics :P

s.u.n.d.a.y :)

heyy young world.....its sunday today..im not doing anything.now im chilling at home watching tv and playing my guitar....ive learn a couple new song..most of it by Bruno Mars...he's amazing im telling you :) so this evening im planning to go out maybe to my cuzzies house..just chilling there and they're having a baloon fight and swimming...it'll be so much fun and soo WET! bhahahaha so long fellass..

: sunday
: 2.20

peace and love! ^^

feeling blue? :)

okay today i dont feel good...i dont go to school...my face is so pale and i barely can breath and talk cause there feels like somethings been blocking my throat..(which now its still the same).. my sickness is getting worse :( so my mum and dad have decided to take me to clinic....im so scared....i dnt feel like to see doctor and the scary thing is INJECTION o_O i dont have choices instead take a bath and leave with my parents to Dr Arif Dinamik Clinic...my mum accompany me in and help me to register.....everything goes well....and theres a old man that staring at me like SHIT! ohmygod are you alright?? man you was there because you sick and old...not staring at ppl that making me feel awkward.....my mum just smiling at me.....then,i move on the back sit to make myself  "comfortable" hahaha less then 5 min i heard my name been called and i went to see doctor with my mum :P the doctor checked my temperature was 37`c... guess thats preety hot.my blood pressure was 99 which i dont know what was that supposed to mean lol the doctor suggest for me to 'nap' cause i had asthma....10 min with that smokey mouth and nose cover lil bit uncomfortable......im alone in there while my mum is waiting for me outside...then im out to take my medicine..its a lot --" and expensive...i pity my mum cause she have to pay the bills for me....but she said its okay as long as i get well soon....so we leave and my dad take us to eat then go home.......doctor give 2 days sick leave for me....thats today and tomorrow......at 7 blah blah i went out to see my friend scott to give him my sick leave so he could pass it to my teacher tommorow.....i went home take my pills then go straight to my bed and sleep....zzz thats what happen to me today :) lotsa hugss _ekinn_

: friday
: 1:51 a.m

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alone at my room....im not done thinking since yesterday.....where have YOU been? ive been looking around for you...i dnt have the guts to ask anybody,neither yr friends....they might be thingking tht why should i ask them when you are my boyfriend..... :( i really miss you......why didnt you text or call me? im fucking worried and did you care? im sick this whole day,which im kinda needed you to be with me,like i need you so bad........why you never understand anything about me?? i just cry.......crrrryyyyyyyy my heart out.............im so done with thiss.

: wednesday
: 1:28 a.m

:)

me myself and YOU

BLAH....BLAH....BLAH.... hahahahaha im SOOOO sad --"  Facebook and Reality,two diffrent thing....i like you hubb but when you with me "on the face" feels like NOT YOU..... i dnt knw how to start a subject to talk :P i kinda like you more like so much moreee wheen you talk with me on the phone, skype and FB chat....so sweettt,hell better than sugar..perhaps (without your Friends around) MUAHAHAHA yeaaa well,im :

-lil bored..
-like a dumb starring at you talking which  i dnt knw anything about :D
-your nagging daba daba daba about the past (same thing over and over) =="
-make it short...like im not EVEN EXIST BESIDE YOU DUHHH

mygod....yup,still blur o_O did i had a boyfriend?? am i someone girlfriend or just BELONG TO SOME STRANGER NAME BOYFRIEND?? sound mad....thats the feeling right now..this time..at this hour..hell yeah at this F****** moment! im soo sorry for what ive written..i cnt just hide it...you cnt imagine what ive been through....thinking..."will you ever see or understand it lil bit?" im begging --" i have feelings not a stuff animal.thank you....... -peace love ekin- :) p/s:write on tuesday 10:51 p.m